I am Nickie Show

I am crazy, fierce, cynical, unconventional, selfish, intense, conceited and a great lover...I'm smart and creative. To others I've always been an extreme mental case.
Sometimes I want to crash things and behead anyone who would pass by...that's my inner rage that needs to burst...

People just don't get me, I know I am totally different from what they think...But I don't care if they always label me SHIT.I really don't care. Please tell me what normal is?

I have turned into a HERMIT for the past few months, I finally found the greatness of being alone or being engaged into just one-on-one interaction. I am Happy. I have realized that I don't need persons around me who would only try to impress me, people who talkshit just to get your attention and try to make you think they're better than You. These people would try to say anything without even thinking(that's what I don't really get)...These empty headed people would always try to mess up your brain and put you down. I guess they do it because they simply can't sell stupid shit. They are my triggers.

I was mourning for the dream that I could have had. Pondering over what could have been?
> Accepted!
and I am so so done thinking that I am a constant victim... Because the truth is Everybody are. So no more bullshit weeping for disappointments.

I am embracing my glory days from this moment on and thank you for reading my shit!!! I AM NICKIE SHOW.